I just found this rambling confession (I type things into my keyboard like a scream to the universe when I need vent!) when I was looking through some Word documents- I think I must have written it a couple months ago in a tunnel vision, desperate moment when I needed independence, balance and possibility in my life. Wow- I had no idea where I was headed at the time!
I always say: if you put something out into the universe- things can happen. In this case- things did happen- they are happening! Today I am launching my new business of selling Stella & Dot jewelry in Marin County and beyond.
Universe: ready or not, here I come! :) I’m excited!!!!
Confession (written months before I started my new business)
Help I am trapped in a bubble and I can’t escape. I need an umbilical cord to the outside. How can I work, be creative, make a living, pick up my kids, work in the classroom; somehow have my own identity?
I think of opening a business
I want to write
A wine bar
A meeting place
Something that involves cooking
But I only have from 8:30-1:55
Somehow I want to also exercise and not run around until I am so ragged I cannot remember my phone number or what day it is
I want to live my dreams I want to do myself proud
I watch Oprah ….
I know it’s possible
I am hanging on a dangling end of a broken suspension bridge
Suspended in midair in a tornado
Do I hang on
How do I reach out of my bubble that finally feels quiet manageable and SANE